Friday 30 July 2010

Awakenings

沉重的真實故事。一種統稱為sleeping-sickness的疾病,患者會在日常活動時,肢體突然停頓,猶如睡去。每一次的停頓時間會越來越長,到最後不再甦醒,但仍然生存 (alive but asleep)。這群病者一直沉睡,一年,兩年,十年,三十年......直到1969年Dr Sacks試用新藥L-DOPA,這藥在某些病人身上起了作用,有些醒來並痊癒,有些間斷地沉睡甦醒沉睡再甦醒,有些醒來一段短時間再進入永久的沉睡,直到老死。病者一覺醒來,幾十年的光景,身體是成人甚至老人,心智卻仍停留在沉睡之前,人面全非......一個病者的讀白讓人心碎: “At first, I thought L-DOPA was the most wonderful thing in the world, and I blessed you [Dr. Sacks] for giving me the Elixir of Life. Then everything went bad, I thought it was the worst thing in the world, a deadly poison, a drug which sent one down to the depths of hell; and I curse you for giving it to me.”

醫者用盡方法喚醒這群沉睡者,把未知的藥打入他們身體。但到底,清醒是否他們自身的願望,還是第二身的一廂情願。

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