Sunday 19 February 2012

昂山素姬

對政治一竅不通,卻去了看這個。因為她很漂亮,很清雅,不知道要如何去容,但她很入世也很出世。外表柔弱如她,擁有幸福小家庭,是個幸福的小婦人,是甚麼讓她甘願放棄這些,放棄每一個女性夢寐以求的美好生活,去那個充滿暴力、壓抑的世界,為不相識的人請命。有一幕,軍政府禁止她和民眾集會,一列士兵用槍頭向著她,警告再上前就開火。她,穿著修長的緬甸服,挽著一個髻,黑髮上別上了鮮花,美麗而脆弱的鮮花,一步一步向槍頭走過去。即使是營造戲劇效果,這卻是她一生寫照,以最柔弱溫婉的姿態去展示去對抗。士兵退讓了,她回過頭來,背上美麗的緬甸服被冷汗濕透了一大片。

那個她,甚至為了國放棄了家。丈夫病重卻不能守候在側。作為一個妻子,一個最普通的女人,承受了的悔疚到底又有多少,會否是一輩子的哀痛。但,夫妻間的體諒和志意的堅定,卻彷彿圓滿了一切。

世界上,實在有很多美麗的人,美麗的事。其實,有一些事情我應該做得更好。

Tuesday 14 February 2012

the seed that becomes rose with the sun's love


So today I was in Hallmark buying my mom a Happy Birthday card when I noticed this old man standing in front of the Valentines card section contemplating which one to get. I decide to go over and I ask him “Are you getting a Valentine’s Day for your wife?” in which he replies 'No my wife died 3 years ago from breast cancer but I still buy her roses and a card and bring them to her grave to prove to her that she was the only one that will ever have my heart

Source from Facebook



Thank you, dear, truly.

Monday 13 February 2012

領會

龍年行大運。病了一場不輕的。感冒、高燒、骨痛、屙嘔肚痛齊齊來。一整星期喉嚨發炎得厲害,水喝進口裏,經咽喉流進食道,每一口都揪心地痛。食道在燃燒,整個人都彷彿在燃燒。躺在床昏睡的幾天幾夜,我想,只要一種小病菌一個小突變,大自然要人類滅亡,不過如此,又有何難。一天到晚肚子空空,但想起吞嚥的疼痛,就寧可不吃了。煎熬了一個星期,轉換了抗生素,到有一晚如常懷著迎接十級痛楚的心情喝下一口溫水,竟然,伴隨了一個星期的痛楚減輕了,那刻像是垂死的人獲得新生。做人,原來要為喝下的每一口水而感恩。